problem

this is my second post in this blog... I don't know what to write but I feel like I want to write some thing tonight... tonight I cannot sleep maybe I have a lot of problem in my life that I must solve before I can sleep well... because of this problem I cannot sleep well, this problem is make me gone crazy... I don't know how to solve it, maybe I need someone help me to solve this problem but I'm not found this people anymore... I don't know what to say and I don't know what I want in my life... right now I feel like my life is nothing... nothing interesting in my life, I have many friend but no one of my friend can help me to solve this problem... I hope some day this problem will go away from me... because of this problem I feel so sad, like my spirit has gone and I cannot think what to do... now my life is usefulness... I feel so regret because I got this problem... all I know now is I must change my life before it become to late to change...

my life

I from Kelantan and i study at UMK or University Malaysia Kelantan in bachelor of entrepreneurship and business study... my life is simple anyway... my life is for me, my family and my friend... my life change when I first come to UMK... first year in UMK i meet a lot of friend, but my life become so complicated when I meet one girl that I really love... first I fall in love with her when I saw her smile, her smile is so beautiful, it make me happy… one day I call her and I say to her that I want to be someone special in her life, but since I know her I never feel happy… she always make me feel angry with her, with her attitude, with her problem… but I always help him solve her problem, her problem with her friend and her problem about her past life… when her problem was solve she go away from me… leave me alone and blame me for all what she had do to me… until now I fell so regret to know her… but I always love her… that is my life until today… since I know her a lot of problem come to me… it make me gone crazy…